9. MAJOR DRAMA: What now?

I don't remember the drive home. I didn't even look back in the mirror. I don't know what I was thinking. I wasn't thinking. It just came out. I always imagined that when I got pregnant for the first time I would be married and it would be planned or at least not this kind of surprise. I wanted to tell my husband in a cute way and he would be happy and pick me up and kiss me lovingly. This was a far cry from that. Life is not a fairytale.